sighcology
on the surface, it looks like we’re just having a conversation but the expressions on his face show he’s actually trying to compare himself to me. he began by asking
on the surface, it looks like we’re just having a conversation but the expressions on his face show he’s actually trying to compare himself to me. he began by asking me a simple question: “what’s your -ology?” i’ve never heard of that type of question so he explained it more:
IOU a Coke Slurpee
https://open.spotify.com/track/3KRdLDjxlAY7ku93tOG0b1 actually, i have a specific reason why i remember you and i don't think i've ever told anyone about you honestly. it’s not like out of a bad thing
https://open.spotify.com/track/3KRdLDjxlAY7ku93tOG0b1 actually, i have a specific reason why i remember you and i don't think i've ever told anyone about you honestly. it’s not like out of a bad thing or something, as far as i remember we’ve left on good terms. maybe even naturally if you can call it
pillar of truth
https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ejb82CnEY9OCuae9hcC9L i got the call this morning. or in fact, i made the call this morning. my parents texted me early in the morning that i should give them a
https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ejb82CnEY9OCuae9hcC9L i got the call this morning. or in fact, i made the call this morning. my parents texted me early in the morning that i should give them a call. i could already tell the vibe of the call by the time I clicked on my mother’s contact. my
the gayborhood
last time i was there i picked up a package at the UPS and the guy behind the register seemed to be flirting with me i think. he said i
last time i was there i picked up a package at the UPS and the guy behind the register seemed to be flirting with me i think. he said i lost a lot of weight compared to my ID photo and must be hitting the gym and he wants my
lost time
i remember standing on my balcony of my new apartment. it was my first ever apartment and i shared it with 3 other guys. i stood there, phone in hand,
i remember standing on my balcony of my new apartment. it was my first ever apartment and i shared it with 3 other guys. i stood there, phone in hand, typing away on my notes app. not an apology note, but a pros and cons list. i was at a
the laundromat
if it makes you feel any better, years later i still don't know how much time and coins I should put for the dryer. the high temperature for my clothes
if it makes you feel any better, years later i still don't know how much time and coins I should put for the dryer. the high temperature for my clothes scared me just as much as it did for you. i miss times like that. just. i don't know. mindless
oranges
i wonder what you're up to from time to time. sometimes when i see little things i just immediately think of you. i'll be pushing a cart down a grocery
i wonder what you're up to from time to time. sometimes when i see little things i just immediately think of you. i'll be pushing a cart down a grocery aisle and see your favorite fruit (oranges) or your favorite cereal and i just don’t know what to do. sometimes
christmas
i miss christmas. my parents don’t even put up the tree anymore, it’s stored in the closet - the one you walk past when you immediately walk through the door
i miss christmas. my parents don’t even put up the tree anymore, it’s stored in the closet - the one you walk past when you immediately walk through the door and is just completely forgotten. “we’re too old to put up the tree these days” is the reason my parents
hyperfocused
you were one of the first guys i ever had a crush on, and i apologize. i didn't know how to process it. i was a teenager still figuring out
you were one of the first guys i ever had a crush on, and i apologize. i didn't know how to process it. i was a teenager still figuring out how auto-renew on proactiv works and what the pythagorean theorem even is. i didn't really have time to work through
mirrors
time is one of those things you hope you can forget like everything else - like the way you'd forget if you need to buy more milk at the grocery
time is one of those things you hope you can forget like everything else - like the way you'd forget if you need to buy more milk at the grocery store or maybe you forgot to lock your door before leaving the house. normal things you forget about and leave
nightmare
it's always the same place, same clothes, same you. it's just us dancing and hanging out completely ourselves in a club until you check your phone. suddenly you're worried looking
it's always the same place, same clothes, same you. it's just us dancing and hanging out completely ourselves in a club until you check your phone. suddenly you're worried looking around. you check your garmin and you look back at me with disappointment. Anthony I- I'm sorry I gotta go.
majora's mask
a lot of the times i think about my compulsive liar roommate from a few years back. despite me knowing he was lying every time he opened his mouth, i
a lot of the times i think about my compulsive liar roommate from a few years back. despite me knowing he was lying every time he opened his mouth, i loved it. every time he spoke i can tell he was just desperate in wanting me to be a part
the agreement
do you get frustrated at me when my hands shake at the diner or i'm scared to buy my own ticket? my brain is filled with memories i wish i
do you get frustrated at me when my hands shake at the diner or i'm scared to buy my own ticket? my brain is filled with memories i wish i could grab a pencil and correct it, underlines and scratching out the parts that made your experience worse because of
jinkx
it's the carpet on my feet, the clothes in a pile against the wall that you swear you'll wash, the scattered bookshelves with books you've somehow all read, and finally
it's the carpet on my feet, the clothes in a pile against the wall that you swear you'll wash, the scattered bookshelves with books you've somehow all read, and finally you - standing there in your favorite white crop-top. i'm supposed to look at you and see myself in it.
capsules
my mind is shifting all of the time and i don't even know what it's being filled with. i can remember what i had for dinner yesterday perfectly, the way
my mind is shifting all of the time and i don't even know what it's being filled with. i can remember what i had for dinner yesterday perfectly, the way the taco bell bag crumpled, the way i squirted the hot sauce a bit too much it got on my
calls
sometimes after i have a nightmare i just wake up and pace. my hands feel a bit shaky and maybe my legs haven't really woken up yet, but i feel
sometimes after i have a nightmare i just wake up and pace. my hands feel a bit shaky and maybe my legs haven't really woken up yet, but i feel the need to pace. back and forth. back and forth. i move in a circular motion just trying to go
kindle
i have a library card and i think the libby app is pretty cool, but i still don't have a kindle. i fantasize about being one of those people on
i have a library card and i think the libby app is pretty cool, but i still don't have a kindle. i fantasize about being one of those people on the subway - one hand on the silver hand rail, one holding their kindle. i'll look mysterious while reading what
reunion
maybe it's because of all of the instagram reels that can somehow pinpoint my insecurities, but i feel like they are signs everywhere. a part of me always asks if
maybe it's because of all of the instagram reels that can somehow pinpoint my insecurities, but i feel like they are signs everywhere. a part of me always asks if i peaked in high school, which according to reddit, if i'm self-aware enough to ask the question, then i'm not.