sighcology

on the surface, it looks like we’re just having a conversation but the expressions on his face show he’s actually trying to compare himself to me. he began by asking

May 31, 2026

IOU a Coke Slurpee

https://open.spotify.com/track/3KRdLDjxlAY7ku93tOG0b1 actually, i have a specific reason why i remember you and i don't think i've ever told anyone about you honestly. it’s not like out of a bad thing

May 31, 2026

pillar of truth

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ejb82CnEY9OCuae9hcC9L i got the call this morning. or in fact, i made the call this morning. my parents texted me early in the morning that i should give them a

May 31, 2026

the gayborhood

last time i was there i picked up a package at the UPS and the guy behind the register seemed to be flirting with me i think. he said i

May 31, 2026

lost time

i remember standing on my balcony of my new apartment. it was my first ever apartment and i shared it with 3 other guys. i stood there, phone in hand,

May 31, 2026

the laundromat

if it makes you feel any better, years later i still don't know how much time and coins I should put for the dryer. the high temperature for my clothes

May 31, 2026

oranges

i wonder what you're up to from time to time. sometimes when i see little things i just immediately think of you. i'll be pushing a cart down a grocery

May 31, 2026

christmas

i miss christmas. my parents don’t even put up the tree anymore, it’s stored in the closet - the one you walk past when you immediately walk through the door

May 31, 2026

hyperfocused

you were one of the first guys i ever had a crush on, and i apologize. i didn't know how to process it. i was a teenager still figuring out

May 31, 2026

mirrors

time is one of those things you hope you can forget like everything else - like the way you'd forget if you need to buy more milk at the grocery

May 31, 2026

nightmare

it's always the same place, same clothes, same you. it's just us dancing and hanging out completely ourselves in a club until you check your phone. suddenly you're worried looking

May 31, 2026

majora's mask

a lot of the times i think about my compulsive liar roommate from a few years back. despite me knowing he was lying every time he opened his mouth, i

May 31, 2026

the agreement

do you get frustrated at me when my hands shake at the diner or i'm scared to buy my own ticket? my brain is filled with memories i wish i

May 31, 2026

jinkx

it's the carpet on my feet, the clothes in a pile against the wall that you swear you'll wash, the scattered bookshelves with books you've somehow all read, and finally

May 31, 2026

capsules

my mind is shifting all of the time and i don't even know what it's being filled with. i can remember what i had for dinner yesterday perfectly, the way

May 31, 2026

calls

sometimes after i have a nightmare i just wake up and pace. my hands feel a bit shaky and maybe my legs haven't really woken up yet, but i feel

May 31, 2026

kindle

i have a library card and i think the libby app is pretty cool, but i still don't have a kindle. i fantasize about being one of those people on

May 31, 2026

reunion

maybe it's because of all of the instagram reels that can somehow pinpoint my insecurities, but i feel like they are signs everywhere. a part of me always asks if

May 31, 2026